Father or Fatherless

This topic is about my dad and the way he treats me and I have put up with alot and i am done with his crap. I am not going to take no more. Seriously I am done! I have put up with his crap to long. I am done.

I rather be fatherless than even have a real father in my life. I have my real father in heaven I can rely on no matter what happens or whats going on. I have my real father in heaven I need to listen to more than my real dad on earth.

I put up with som much stuff with my biological father for almost 18yrs., I am done with getting hurt emotional. My heart cant take my dads crap any longer.

I dont really want a dad in my life if thats what my dad does to my over and over. One person can only put up with so much before something happens. I am putting a stop to this.

I want nothing to do with my dad. I dont want to see him nor hear him. I am done for a while with my dad.

I dont need him in my life if thats what my dad just going to keep hurting me emotionaly and not even know about it or even care to know my own feelings and try to help me!

Well screw him I am done. I will not go through this any longer. I been through it already to many times. Enough already.

I have a mom I can rely on. Thats all I need is my mom and my real father in heaven and I think I am complete.

Well this is just me venting about some stuff that happend while I was on a trip with my dad and stuff my dad countiunes to do to me and doesnt care that he is even hurting me emotional........

I tend to blog about my feelings more than talk about my feelings!
Thank you for reading,
Rachel

P.S. If I seriously didnt have god in my life I have no idea what I would be doing in my life right now at least have god in my life so I can have some hope when my I cant have hope in my dad!