Friday, September 25, 2009

Friday, September 11, 2009

9-11-09

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Rivercats Game.......

will update soon! Sorry its been so long I have been extremely busy getting ready for school!!! I also still on vacation to! So I am busy! Will blog again sooon! I am thinking about going back to my old blog site!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

It's time I set some GOALS for myself!!!!!!!!

Well, I am writting this note to let you in on some of my goals I want to reach in my life.

HERE ARE SOME OF MY GOALS I WANT TO REACH IN THE NEXT YEAR OR TWO YEARS AND NO ONE IS STOPPING ME FROM REACHING THESE GOALS!

Want a summer job: Done
What a part time job: n/a
What to graduate high school in 2yrs: n/a
What to learn how to play an acoustic guitar: n/a
I want to learn how to write songs: somewhat there
I want to make a demo: n/a
I want to get a record company:n/a
I want to be in the music industry: n/a
I want to learn how to act so I can be in movies,commercails, etc: n/a
I want to model: n/a (maybe americas next top model)
I want to be a youth pastor: n/aI want to be an nurse: n/a
I want to be an obgyn:n/a
I want to be a photographer: already take pics like crazy!!!!
I want to get through all four yrs of college:n/a
I want to get my permit: n/a
I want to take the written test to get my permit:n/a
I want my drivers liesense: n/aI want to make my own music video: n/a

I aslo want to volunteer to work at the SPCA, Be a cop aide, sutter hospital: Soon hopefully!

Well these are some of my lifetime goals that can happen soon or in the next five years! Godwilling Only!Theres some of my goals in life and wen the happen I will update this!

Monday, July 27, 2009

Urgent Prayer Request Please Read!!!!!

After work today I get in the car, my grandma tells me what I really don't want to hear. I knew was going to happen at some point but still isnt ready for it to happen just yet.I can't stop anything, life must go on! So my grandma tells me that my Older Cousin Mike is going to Iraq TOMORROW, I had all these thoughts go through my head like, what if he dies, what if something happends while he's over there, He's family I love him but I still care about him. A whole bunch of these things are going through my head. I still dont believe its true that hes going to IRAQ TOMORROW!!!I told my grandma that I should call him or txt him tell him I love him and good luck and I will be praying for you! She said no cause hes to busy! Whatever I am still going to do what I want to do cause who knows what will happen! We are 3yrs apart but still if something whould happen to him. I bet you it would effect us.


I got word that hes no going to be in the actually war zone hes just going to be gaurding this base so he is somewhat protected. But still anything could happen. So I would just like you to pray for his saftey to get there safe and come back safe and to be safe and protected while there. I know that God has his hand on him and will defienately look out for him. But watevers gods will! I will contunie to pray and think postive. But its hard to let go of him. Think of his mom and dad and lil bro. I had an awsome time at my bros gradution with my older cousin and also down in pismo!!!!
He giving our country freedom I am very happy for that. I just cant believe its true!!!!! It going to be tuff but I will be okay!!!! I have been really dreading this day!! I really hope he comes home safely!


Will whatever happens and if its gods will I will still have a bunch of good memories with him I can think of a few already whem me and my bro were younger. Just keep my cousin and his family in prayer and well as my family and grandma and grandpa.
WOw, very mind blowing!!!!! I will just have to get use to the fact the he is out there for our freedom of this country! As soon as I know more I will let you know and if I get update I will let you alls know!!!
Thank you!,
Rach

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Everything & Anything

Jon & Kate Plus 8:

I can't believe their getting a divorce and their christians!!! They need to mend their realtionship and be their for their kids.
But no they want to get a divorce because they dont know how love eachother more. It's going to effect their kids later in life.
If they do get a divorce just hope they can relize that their kids need a MOTHER and FATHER and get married again or come back together for their kids.
They just renewed their wedding VOWS and now they want a divorce what they shouldn't have even renewed their wedding VOWS then.
Whatever the decsion has been made and I just hope the best for the both of them and their kids!!!
I will still watch their t.v. show though. Everyone is not perfect and people make mistakes.


Video's & Pictures of Santa Cruz & Scotts Valley:

Going to upload more pictures when I get the chance when I am not so busy. I have uploaded I think a little over a 100 and I have have 735 pictures to upload in all! I have video's that I will get around to putting on my youtube to!!!!

Making a Difference in other people's lives:

I been helping the other students in my class when I am done with my work. Well there's this one student that I think needs alot of help so I at least have him try before I give him the answer. What I do is encourage him and help him alot. The other day he was actually getting the right answer and I went other day to see if he was understanding and he was and I am look you can do it. I said GOOD JOB!!!! So I am trying to help other and also make a difference in other students lives. Why Not?


All you Adie Camp and Jeremy Camp Fans:

Adie Camp has solo album comming out September 22,2009 that's 3 days before my 18th birthday!!! I'm stoked!!!
When I know more about Adie Camp's CD I will let you know!!!

June 25,2009

It was a thursday of last week. Well guess what it exactly 3 months today til my 18th birthday! I'm stoked about it! The COUNTDOWN is ON!!!! I should be graduating high school instead of still being in high school. I love my high school so I am going to stay there. Eventually I will get to college!!

Michael Jackson:

Okay Michael Jackson movies and music were good but he was a creepo for having sex with little boys. Also I when I was younger I use to listen to his music but not no more. I am a christian so I listen to christian music.
People are making a bigger deal than it needs to be. He's gone what can we do now? Nothing, but pray for his family,friends and kids. That's it!!!! Yes I hope the best for everyone!!!
"QUIT MAKING IT A BIGGER DEAL THAN IT NEEDS TO BE!!!!!"



2 More Weeks Of...:

Summer school then I am out for 1 month. 9 days left. So far I am staying at a level 4 which it an A+. Once summer school is OVER I wont have to get UP EARLY anymore. I get to SLEEP IN finally and do what I want to.
If I had the choice to go to summer school or not but I didn't have the choice I had to get extra credits so I can pass in two yrs. I no I am not doing summer school because I failed all my classes I passed ALL my CLASSES!!!!!!


Concert Time:

Okay I went to this concert thing at the church Friday and it was 4hrs. The longest concert I have been to. Well I have pictures and video that will go up soon to when I get around to doing it! There was some good music and bands playing to AND the concert was under $10 too!!!


SUNSPLASH!!!!!:

Well I went there with maddie yesterday. I was there with maddie for 3 to 4 hrs. I also went in the lazy river and down the six chutter which I had NO fear at all. Which is weird. I saw a little kid go down it and I like if a little kid can go down it then I can. So what I did is closed my eyes and then opened them at the very end. Well That ride was the ride of my life!!! There's to humps in that slide as you go down it. The first one is okay but the second one after to get over the hump you go flying straight down for about a minunte and then you get the bottom or the slide. When I flyed straight down I dont know how to describe this but your stomach gets all weird and everything that's what happend to me. Yes I thought I was going to die but I didnt cause I asked GOD to HELP ME and he did cause I had No fear at all! Pictures comming soon!!!


Powers Out:

Not Again!!!! Well when I got home from sunsplash the power was out forthe second time. So instead of watching T.V. or be on the computer. I took a nap instead and I had my cell to be on to. Which sucked. But the power was out for 2hrs in 16,000 homes in placer county.
Once the power came back on I had to fix the internet and then the t.v. tooo. Then everything was back to normal again. Woohooo!!! I hate when the power goes out!!!

Very Tired...:

For some odd reason I was very tired yesterday after taking a nap. Well I think its from getting up so early. I have to stay in this routine now. I will live.


Last Night Was Very Scary:

So it was about 10pm at night and I was lying in bed watching t.v and then all of a sudden I hear this explosion of some kind which I thought was a shot gun and people were outside shooting at eachother then it happend again and I go to the staircase and ask my mom what is that and she like its fireworks and so I run downstairs and grab the camera to get some pictures well I got good videos the pictures are okay I guess. Those pictures and videos are comming soon too when I get around to it!!!!

This Morning:

The door bell rings at our house, my mom opens the door, its a little boy, he comes walking in like its nothing, he was lost, but not shy!!! This happend about 10pm. Very funny though the little boy didnt even cry and was not even shy. His mommy found him though.

Until my next update,
Rachel

P.S. I have been really busy! I will try my best to update more often!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

FRIENDS or NOT FRIENDS???

I am going to tell you the difference between a real friend and friend that's not a real friend:

This is a true story because I have been through it! SO take my ADVICE on THIS!


I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS MY WHOLE LIFE NOW I AM DONE WTIH FAKE FRIENDS. I AM NOT GOING TO LET THEM HURT ME ANYMORE!!! WELL YOU GOT THE IDEA NOW OF WHAT A REAL AND FAKE FRIEND IS. I WILL TELL YOU I AM DONE WITH FAKE FRIENDS.

I AM NOT GOING TO BE FRIENDS THAT ARE FAKE. I AM GOING TO SURROUND MYSELF AROUND REAL FRIENDS THAT CAN SAY POSITIVE STUFF TO ME AND NOT TEAR MY HEART APART. I CAN SAY I WILL PROMISE MYSELF THIS TIME THAT I AM GOING TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH REAL FRIENDS AND NOT FAKE FRIENDS. I ALWAYS BREAK THE PROMISE BUT I AM GOING TO KEEP THE PROMISE ANY FRIENDS THAT ARE FAKE I AM GOING TO TELL THEM I CANT BE YOUR FRIEND SORRY!

THATS ABOUT IT! I AM ALSO GOING TO SURROND MYSELF BY FRIENDS THAT GOD WANTS ME TO. I AM DONE WILL FAKES.PEOPLE WHO BRING YOU DOWN ARE DREAM KILLERS AND WITH THEM IN YOUR LIFE YOU WONT GET ANYWERE I AM DROPPING ALL MY FAKE FRIENDS AND I AM GOING TO GET ME SOME REAL FRIENDS AND I AM GOING TO SOMEWERE IN LIFE AND THEY CANT STOP ME.

P.S. IF YOU HAVE ADVICE PLEASE COMMENT BELOW THIS BLOG. THANK U!!!!

For example:


A REAL FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO:
A real friend is someone who's always be on your side,someone eho will wipe away your tears when you are hurt deep inside,someone who will share your laughter and happiness.
I think real friend have real feeling,a real friend for me is someone who cheers me up when i feel down.a real friend is absolutely priceless,a real friend forgives and helps you become a better person.
A real friend is someone who you are first comfotable with, someone who you cna tell a secret and they will KEEP that secret try (them out) and see what happens.A real friend is the firt person who will be there when your Mo or Dad dies supporting you being there for you.A real friend is someone you can depend on FOR ANYTHNIGthere are so many ways to describe a real friend youwill no tho when you find that person.
someone you trust, respect, admire. Th feeling is mutual. There is great sense of honesty. He or she is someone you actually love but not in a physical sense. That in my opinion is the kind of relationship one should strive to achieve prior to developing a different kind of love,, the physical love if it is with someone of the opposite gender.
Someone who:- will stick by you in the tough times of your life- is not afraid to tell you the truth- LISTENS not just hears you- respects you- accepts you for YOU- you can trust 100%- has the same value system as you- will not talk poorly about you, and will not allow anyone esle to- will keep everything you talk about confident- will not gossip about you- will not kick you when you are down- encourages you and supports the good decisions you make- you can laugh and cry with.
I think the real meaning of a real friend is someone you know you can trust to be there for you. and I don't mean like someone who's always going to be there to pick you up from the airport,or someone you can share your little secrets with! a real friend is someone who you can look up to and feel like no matter what jam your in or what problem you need solving your real friend or friends will always be there. the best way to describe characteristics of a real friend is to say that a real friend will not always agree with you, their less perfect then you are,but they will always try to make sure your safe. how to be a real friend is not being there 24/7 your not Superman, just don't play the whole out of sight out of mind game if you don't stay in close contact, just remember your friend,a person who you can COMPLETELY trust and like a sister/brother. Very close together.

COPYRIGHTED BY: www.englishbaby.com/forum/LifeTalk/thread/20565

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20061125011928AAVwJZV !


A FRIEND THAT ISNT REAL IS SOMEONE WHO:

In our lifetime, we may have many friends, but the list of "real" friends will probably be very small. "Friend" comes with a loose definition, as there are different types we call friend. Each can have placement in our lives, but in a different way. You may have a friend who you have fun
with, but would never feel comfortable telling your deepest secrets to. Then there is the friend who you can trust with anything; the type that walks beside you in life, a kindred spirit. What I consider to be the difference in fake friends and real friends...Fake: Asks for favors often, but never offers to do favors for you. In fact, they may refuse or feel burdened if they do anything for you Real: Will offer to help before you even ask and if you do ask, they help out, willingly and without resentment Fake: Talks about you behind your back Real: If they have a problem with you, they discuss it, face to face, and in a respectful manner Fake: One-dimensional. They see only their needs and is oblivious to needs of others Real: They are in-tune enough to sense your pain, your needs and are supportive Fake: Full of excuses for why they have no time for you - often only coming around when they want something and that something isn't YOU Real: Wants to make time for you because they genuinely enjoy being with you and "choose" to nurture the friendship Fake: Their actions don't back up their words Real: Their actions are proportionate to their words, instilling trust and dependability Fake: Makes fun of your imperfections Real: Overlooks your imperfections and if you choose to improve yourself, they are encouraging and supportive. They may even join in. Fake: Will try to lead you down a destructive path, not caring where it takes youReal: Will encourage you to go down a constructive path. They will be by your side as you do. Fake: Will drain your energy dry Real: Will enhance your energy Fake: Asks to borrow money often and never pays you back Real: Only asks to borrow money if it's a true need and always pays back in a prompt manner. Willing to lend you money, if need be Fake: Cuts you down Real: Builds you up.

COPYRIGHTED BY: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/464525/friends_fake_or_real.html?cat=10

www.aimgirl.com/talk/index.php?showtopic=26579

WWW.ANSWERS.YAHOO.COM/FAKEFRIENDS/

Monday, June 22, 2009

Is It Too Late To Do Something.....

A blessing in disguise. God used me after the fact was over with. God has plans in my life and I know I am going somewhere in life. I have some ideas but not sure which one or it might something completely different.

My Ideas were to be a youth pastor, a pastor that preaches all over the world, touring musician, or youth leader. I written OVER 10+ songs., but have no idea what to do with those songs or if God if going to give me someone to use those songs. Just waiting patiently.
Yes, God is using me everyday sometimes i know before or after the fact that it has happend.


Yes, My mind is going crazy right now. I was just watching a t.v. show called "The Secret Life of an American Teenager"!
Is it to late to do something about teens getting pregnant at the age 14-17. No, I am going to try and make a change. When your 18 its your own choice if you want to get pregnant or not when your 18.
Well I already made a change in someones life. I had this friend since second grade. She was out having sex, drinking, smoking, overdosing and ending up in the hospital in acoma for 3days and her parents call me telling me she not going to live. I said OK whatever. And then that moment I was like Why God Why?
So then this is when i literally prayed my hardest for this girl and seriously told my youth group,church, other friends and told them to pray and keep positive. So she was out of acoma 3days later, she made it. I went to go see her at the hospital, she loved me visiting her i was the only friend that visited her and help her through these things in a Godly way.
Yes, If she was to die she is saved but she making the wrong decisions. But god will forgive her cause i am trying to influence her in the right way. She only a TEENAGER and TEENAGERS make allot of MISTAKES!
So when i got this got from her parents i was urged to do something before it was to late. I did something before it was to late.
Yes i love this friend to death. Is always comes to me for advice,comfort, or help. Well then she comes home and i mean the cops went to her house everyday and i was over their breaking up the fights and trust me, me and my mom prayed before we went over their. There's times were we couldn't stop her from going to jail and there's others time were we did.
There was this one night she got in a fight with her parents and she was literally HOMELESS on the streets and so i told her to come to my house and she stayed for a month at our house and the day she left she overdosed. Then when she got out of the hospital she also tried committing suicide not only by herself but in front of me but cutting her wrists. I sometimes her parents would be home and other times her parents wouldn't be home. Well when her parents were home she would call me telling me her parents would be calling the cops on her and that i asked if she wanted to come to my house and i seriously went over there and go her.

Then a couple days later she tried committing suicide again by cutting her wrists and i told her not to do that and she like why should i live my life. I am like I LOVE YOU AND JESUS LOVES YOU. At this point we were giving her christian CD'S and a bible and a cross and her parents took everything away from her and yet til this day she still has the bible.
God is truly moving her in her but yet she making the wrong decision by having sex with multiple men. So then she ends up getting pregnant at the age of 15 and having the baby at the age of 16. Yes she made the wrong decision and i told her not to get pregnant along with don't commit suicide and other things.
She gave birth to that baby girl Nov 17,2oo7. Her name is Emily, Emily is the cutest baby ever. Well at least my friend is still her on this earth even though she got pregnant. She still ALIVE.
I don't know what i would have done if she wasn't on this earth. But everything i have done it was with God in mind and i very proud of myself and God gets all the credit. I have allot of stories that God has used me for and sometime I don't even know tell after it have happened that God has used me in someones life to make a DIFFERENCE in their LIVES.

TRYING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN PEOPLES LIFE. I TRY. I THINK I HAVE SUCCEED.

YOU SHOULD FOLLOW ME SO WHEN I POST MORE BLOGS ABOUT THIS YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE A NEW BLOG.

BE BLESSED,
RACH

P.S. I GOT SAVED WHEN I WAS 13 THAT WILL HAVE TO BE ANOTHER STORY FOR ANOTHER TIME. EVER SINCE I GOT SAVED I HAVE BEEN TRYING MY BEST TO BE A CHRISTIAN AND MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION IN LIFE.
IF WE DIDNT HAVE THE MEDIA AND OTHER TELLING US WHAT TO DO OR BE INFLUCENED BY THE WRONG THINGS THEN IT WOULD EASY BUT GODS IS ALSO PUT THIS STUFF IN FRONT OF US SO WE CAN MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION IN LIFE. GOD IS TESTING US ALL THE TIME.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Midsummer Night's Dream...

I have pics and vids comming soon. It was a shakepears play. Info comming soon! I love the play!

Monday, June 15, 2009

SUMMER SCHOOL & JOB ORENTATION/INTERVIEW...

Here's what happened:

JOB ORIENTATION/INTERVIEW....

So I get there 5mins before 1:30pm. We had to wait about 10mins b4 this person directed up into another room. So then once we go into to this conference type room, we to wait 20 more mins.

Okay so this person finally comes out and talks to us like 2okids 16yrs and over. She told us the rules and all that other great stuff.

Then she said if your 18 your out of luck with jobs. I am like woohooo I am not 18yrs old yet. Then we had to wait til they called our name. When they called our names.....

They sat down with us one on one and had us fill paperwork out and what have you when you apply for a job. So then I had all these questions I had to ask them.

Well I asked the questions after I filled the paperwork out. Well I could of started my job tomorrow at the placer county library in Roseville located by Springview Johnson park. I like wooohooo, but the time they had me was from 10am-6pm well guess what?

I am in summer school from 8am-noon so their went that job. Well I told them I had summer school from 8am-noon so they said they are going out to some places tomorrow such as the mall and some other places.

The mall would be a good place to work. I think, well then I gave them my list of things or ideas I would be happy to work with. Which is....

Teachers Aide, Daycare's, Helping at the hospitals with babies/older kids/ older people, and photography. So tomorrow they said they would call me sometime. I am excited,

So just continue to pray for my job. I need a job....

Q&A:

Q:I have this card that I had no idea what to do with so i am like what do i do with this?
A: You can use it here or online at home.

Q: My mom is looking for a job were can I direct her?
A: Told me to tell her to come in and she could also use my card to search for a job online.

Well as soon as I know something more I will tell you or blog here!

SUMMER SCHOOL.......

Well I went to summer school thinking it was going to be all bad and everything. I have good teachers. The curriculum is easy to learn. Last time I went to summer school was 5Th or 6Th grade and back then were I lived summer school was for dummies and stupid people that didn't know anything. Well I live in town that is well educated and has a GOOD education for summer school.
So I love summer school. It's only 8am-noon 5days a week for 4wks. Well cardie and Caroline have none of their friends so it allot easier to talk to them and THEIR being NICE to ME!

*Blessing from GOD! Woohoo!*

Well Goodnight & Be Blessed,
Rachel

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Early Morning.....6-10-09 5:30AM

Early morning which I woke up at 5:30am to go to the beach/warf to take pictures of the sun rising, well that didn't happen til 7am. We didn't go directly on the beach we went near this one light house thing but not the one out in the water the other one which I over heard was gift shop of some sort. Well I went out there to take some pics of the sun rising as well as some pictures of the water/waves crashing into the rocks. Pretty neat if you ask me.

Then we ran into some seals that were sleeping, then my bro decided to spit on them of course and the seals go mad at my bro. It was funny too. Then after I took my pictures we all went back to the hotel til 11am. Then we met up with my uncle at dennys and ate breakfast there.

Then we went to the fun center/casino thing on the beach boardwalk to cash in our tickets me and my bro had 953 tickets most of them were my bros. So we got my mom this picture frame with a cross on it and a little boy praying.

Then after we ate at dennys then all of us including my uncle we all went to weshely park in santa cruz or scott valley. We were at the park for an hour and a half (1hr 30mins). So my dad and uncle did what they wanted while me and my bro went on the trails and high trails. We made our own trail. It was high but not that high, if we were to roll we would roll right to were the park is.

I took lots of pics and vids which are comming soon. Then my uncle and bro went on this trail that I wanted to go on in the first place but my bro said no because mountain lions will get us which is a bunch of CRAAAAPPP!

Well when we hike this hike it went in a circle around the park pretty much. Their was creeks and freeways near by you couldnt see the freeway but you could hear the freeway. We went up about 300-500feet in elevation pretty high I loved being up high it was AMAZING!!!

Then after that hike we took that was 300-500ft in elevation then we left the park and met up with my dads friend Mr. B then we all went to my dads other friends house with Mr. B. This person (Ray) had an amazing view. I got to watch the sunset to which was amazing on top of it.

I think I want to live in Santa Cruz when I get older. Then we talk to ray for a long time. Ray has know me since I was a baby kind of creepy. Then we all went to dinner @ some restraunt off the freeway.

Before that we tried finding something to eat on the warf but it was tooo packed. Then guy I walked by gave me a flower made out of palm trees. This guy had cross but the other one with the flower had a heart around it.

Then when we left the restraunt my bro told me to hold his potato and so a set it on the lege on the back the car and ryan happen to close the hatch back thing on it. It was funny. Ray said we should give it to the guy that gave me the flower.

This guy that gave me the flower is homeless and has nothing to eat. Poor guy. Then we went back to rays house til dark and then we left. Great view and great view of sunset.

Then we were going to spend the night at Mr. B's house but my dad decided to go home. So we got home about midnight the night morning.

When I walked in the door Bear went nuts. Bear is my dog. So we unloaded and went to bed. I left the next morning to come back up to rocklin.

Every person that God put on my heart and I felt had a need I said a prayer for them and also blessed them in the name of Jesus!

GODS WORKING IN MY HEART I SEE MYSELF GOING PLACES AS SOON AS I AM OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL!!!! CANT WAIT!!!!! :)

Can't believe i am up at 5:30am....

Thanks to my dad who was noisy and woke everyone up. Well i am out to walk with my bro to the beach while its dark.

Going to try and get some pics when the sun rises on the beach. Joy!!!!!!!!!I can believe i am up so early like 5:30am.Update you all later!!!!~Rachel

P.S GOD CREATION IS AMAZING BEYOND WORDS....DONT FORGET TO READ MY BLOG B4 THIS ONE!!!!!!!!
Rach

We're in Santa Cruz 6-9-09 11:21pm

Okay so me, my dad, and my bro left at 10am and got to santa cruz about 12pm. So then we were trying to find my dads friends house for over an 2hrs which took up most of the day. So then we found a hotel with free wi-fi. Then we called my uncle who lives in santa cruz then when he got here we went a ate on the warf in some restraunt. We was good cause i had a cappacino and a pesto chicken sandwhich. pretty good.

Anyways then after we ate my and my bro walked on the beach while the sun was setting. Pretty awsome and amazing. Then after it got dark a little me and my bro went to the fun center/casino. My bro one 800 tickets and i one 31 tickets my bros the lucky one tonight. Then we wen a played this one game and every time we took pictures the fake anmails and people all screemed it was hilraous.

Then we went back outiside and sat on the steps look and watching the beach in the dark it was pretty calming and just listeining the waves. We went to back through the boardwalk and no one was there it was awsomme to walk through with no one there its usally packed. Then we ran back to the hotel its pretty late and then we were outta breathe so then we stopped at this store and go something to drink. Then ran back to the hotel.

The hotel is 1km from the hotel about 1 mile so we can walk back and forth to the hotel to the beach. pretty fun! Well then i also took alot of pictures but cant upload them cause my computer has no memory left and i dont want my comptuer to crash. Pictures and video will be up in the next few days. There some awsome pictures. Well i got to get to bed if i am going to the beach before the sun comes up to take pics on the beach. While this is what we did today, just keep checking my facebook updates statuses for what i am doing every now and then. Well i am out.Try to update tomorrow. Love ya all. Keep prayin. Talk to ya tomorrow. Peace, Rachel.

ONE THING: GOD IS AMAZING HOW HE MADE THIS EARTH AND EVERYTHING HE DID I AM IN TOTAL AWW OF HOW HE DID THIS. IT IS SO AMAZING. THANK YOU GOD.MAKES ME RELIZE WHO GOD IS MORE EACH DAY WHEN I AM SURRONDED BE HIS CREATION. AAAAMMMMMMAAAZZZZZIIINNNNGGGG...............WHILE I JUST IN COMPLETE AWWWWWW.............................

IM LIKE GOD REALLY DID CREATE ALL THIS. dANG HE DID AN AMAZING JOB. i WANTED TO GO THE OCEAN/BEACH BUT RYAN WOULDNT LET ME HE WAS TO SCARED CAUSE I WOULD DROWN OR GET EAT BY A SHARK. wHATEVER I GOT TOMORROW TO GO IN THE BEACH OR OCEAN OR WATEVER IT IS CALLED.i LOVE GOD AND GOD IS AMAZING. tHANK YOU JESUS. yOUR AMAZING I HAVE BEEN PRAYING LIKE CRAZY FOR MY PROTECTION AND GOD HAS BEEN PROTECTING ME.

wELL I HAVE TO GO TO BED. kEEP PRAYING YOU ALL. tHANK YOU FOR THE PRAYERS UPDATE YOU TOMORROW MORNING WEN I WAKE UP!hADD FUNN!!!!
gnITE.
rACHEL

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Congrats Maddie Class of 2009


I going to miss maddie. She graduated this year. She was an amazing friend. I love you maddie. We went to sunslpash today and had a blast. I dont know what i would do without maddie in my life. Well we celebrated maddie graduation tonight at dinner. Congrats maddie. Have a great year in college. Hope to do more things with you! My crazy best friend maddie what would I do without you???
Rachel

Father or Fatherless

This topic is about my dad and the way he treats me and I have put up with alot and i am done with his crap. I am not going to take no more. Seriously I am done! I have put up with his crap to long. I am done.

I rather be fatherless than even have a real father in my life. I have my real father in heaven I can rely on no matter what happens or whats going on. I have my real father in heaven I need to listen to more than my real dad on earth.

I put up with som much stuff with my biological father for almost 18yrs., I am done with getting hurt emotional. My heart cant take my dads crap any longer.

I dont really want a dad in my life if thats what my dad does to my over and over. One person can only put up with so much before something happens. I am putting a stop to this.

I want nothing to do with my dad. I dont want to see him nor hear him. I am done for a while with my dad.

I dont need him in my life if thats what my dad just going to keep hurting me emotionaly and not even know about it or even care to know my own feelings and try to help me!

Well screw him I am done. I will not go through this any longer. I been through it already to many times. Enough already.

I have a mom I can rely on. Thats all I need is my mom and my real father in heaven and I think I am complete.

Well this is just me venting about some stuff that happend while I was on a trip with my dad and stuff my dad countiunes to do to me and doesnt care that he is even hurting me emotional........

I tend to blog about my feelings more than talk about my feelings!
Thank you for reading,
Rachel

P.S. If I seriously didnt have god in my life I have no idea what I would be doing in my life right now at least have god in my life so I can have some hope when my I cant have hope in my dad!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Update On Plan....

OK so some of you know that i was going to leave Saturday and go on my trip to lake Tahoe well that completely changed. Instead of going to lake Tahoe I am going to go to Santa Cruz beach boardwalk/beach with my dad and Jerry. No brother he has a dentists apt Monday. So we will come get him Monday or Tuesday and go somewhere else. We were thinking of going to a big water park near LA. Then maybe go to pismo beach. I don't even know if my dad is going to stick with these plans. It might change 500 billion times again before we actually know were we are going. What my dad said is we might just get in the car and drive and were you end up is were we end up! We might go see my uncle in Santa Cruz to.

Just pray that i can handle this trip. A trip with my dad is very complicated and stressful. What was "I THINKING"......

Well I guess i will update when i know our excited destination. See ya all later. Watch for those update on facebook and twitter i will be posting allot throughout the day!!!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Lake Tahoe Vacation & Ryan's Graduation Party Then Graduation!!!!!!

I have been really busy finishing up schoolwork and getting my grades into the teachers. I am trying to pass my sophomore year as an A's & B's student. That's my goal! I will be a junior in
less than 3months. I will be 18 in less than 3months. Oh 2days of school left well its really one day cause the last 2days of school I get out at 12:15pm on both days. This crazy!!!!!!

Plus my brother is graduating tomorrow which is going to be fun. Most of the family is coming up and my bros friends are coming up. As well as some other people! We are going to have a party first then go to the graduation. I am excited yet very emotional at the same time. I remembered when he graduated 8Th now high school and then off to college in the fall! He growing up fast. Pretty soon he will have a job, a girlfriend, get married, have kids. WOW!, time fly by fast! I am so excited for my bro. Can't wait to try and put his head in the cake! Can't wait to take allot of pictures and video for him. I am stoked beyond words. I will try to update as much as possible when at the graduation party as well as at the graduation. Well I will have tons of memories that will last a life time. Can't wait to blog and tell you about the graduation party and graduation, also to share some pictures and videos with you!

I am going on a week long vacation in Lake Tahoe to. I'm stoked! We are going to hopefully stay in a hotel that's cheap and that has free wireless Internet so i can update you all with the blogs, twitter, facebook, myspace, YouTube. I will add pictures and videos to facebook, myspace, and YouTube, and some on twitter. That's as long as I have free wireless Internet. If I don't have wireless Internet I cant just update you on twitter. I am looking forward to this vacation. I am trying to get hotel with wireless Internet. I we might bring our dog Bear too. When I know more about the reservations and what we are going to do for sure I will update this blog.

So far what we are going to do is go to Emerald Bay, Then rent a boat, go jet skiing, go tubing, and etc. I will take tons of videos and pictures to share with you all and I will update you all! I will also update this blog too! It depends how busy I get and how much down time I have too.
We are going to do some of these things but not everything. If you have any Ideas what do or any were to go or any site seeing places let me know send me a message of comment below:
Fishing nearby
Skiing - downhill nearby
Skiing - cross-country nearby
Golfing nearby
Swimming on site
Water skiing nearby
Hiking/biking trails nearby
Snowboarding nearby
Helicopter/airplane sightseeing nearby
Horse riding/rental nearby
Bicycle rentals nearby
Boating nearby
Running track/path nearby
Kayaking nearby
Sailing nearby
Snowmobiling nearby
Mountain biking nearby
Snowshoeing nearby
Skydiving nearby
Parasailing nearby
Dock nearby
Rowing or canoeing nearby
Volleyball on site
Windsurfing nearby
Tubing
Jet Skies
Water Skiing
Maybe even drive the boat. Also go jet skiing with my bro. This is going to be a fun trip away from everything and everyone. Just one problem the way my dad and bro are going to act towards me if you could pray the whole time while we are there and just for us to get alone and have fun and be calm and peaceful that would be great. Thanks. I'm stoked. Having a fun mini vacation then I have to come back and go to summer school to get more credits not because I am failing cause i am not failing. Jerry's going with us and he will make sure me and Ryan have a good time and Bear to if goes. If bear goes we are going to the a dog beach were he can be off leash and have fun too. This will be interesting....!!!
CAN'T WAIT!!!!!! :)

Have a great and wonderful summer til my next post,
Rachel

P.S. I will also try and make a a DVD for Ryan of the pictures and videos of his graduation and graduation party.

To see pictures and videos and to see my twitter and add me to myspace, facebook, flickr etc..., Look on the right of the blog you might have to scroll down but It saids Social Badge and then below that is my facebook. My YouTube and email is is coming soon so you can email me with any questions, comments, concerns. I will be sure to blog again for all the links to my sites and Have Fun :)

Monday, May 25, 2009

Happy Memorial Day!

Thank you soilders for our freedom! If words can explain! I went to church yesterday and we got to write in a bible that are going to the soilders in Iraq! So i wrote: Thank you so much that we had freedom its because you are fighting for us! And god has you in his hands! Dont worry!
Sorry for all the moms and dads and others families who lost you loved ones in fighting the war!

Praying for you all! Happy Memorial Day! If words can explain! I am so happy but sad at the same time! Thank you soilders that you did what you are doing! Remember Jesus loves you!

I respect all you soilders that have fought in the war!


Rachel

Thursday, May 21, 2009

In Memory Of Maria Sue Chapman

In this picture below is maria sue chapman and marias older brother Will Chapman!!! Will god is with you getting you through this to! God has your hand on you guiding you and you family through this!
Maria Sue Chapman May 13,2003-May 21,2008
I remember when i saw the Chapman's tragic accident happened with maria on the news. It was very heart wrenching! I was like aw www Chapman family! My heart goes out to them as they remember their daughter today and the 1yr of her being gone! My prayers go out the Chapman family and hope god teaches you more about why maria died and didn't heal her to be on the earth today! Shes in heaven and healed forever and one day soon you will see her again and be with her forever! God will strengthin you in all you do! Remember John 3:16 thats the bible passage i hold on to! Love you Chapman family you will be okay your in Gods hands! God has really showed me himself through marias tragic accident! Remember god will always be their for you chapman family! Just from the chapmans telling me about maria at concerts and their blog and on tv and etc maria seem like a really happy full of joy! I feel you on this one chapman family!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

"Spotlight Rachel"

Do you like it yes or no?

"Who said chocolate cake doesn't have feelings"

I call this my eathquake cake beacause it has broken apart in the middle. Give this cake some love its also heart broken this cake has feelings!

My new blogspot

This is my new blog! I felt i had to make a new blog! So i did! Enjoy and i will be bloging soon! So follow me, comment me and what have you! Tell you friends to follow me! Most importantly have fun!